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Sunday, May 24, 2009, 11:43 PM
you don't care no fuck for me .
went to my grandaunt's funeral wake .
sudden .
yeah .
deaths are sudden .
exept those who are fighting with cancer .
if i have the chance to choose how am i going to end my life .
i would choose a slow and painful death .
HAHA
at least i could fulfill all my wishes .
see all everyone one last time .
having these is all i would wish for .
twenty years old ,fourty years old , sixty years old .
i guess heaven wouldn't give a damn about how old you are when you die .
at least i have lived to see the world ,
the ugly and beautiful faces of humans .
go through the bittersweet stages of life .
yeahh .
i want to fucking die without regrets .
that's why i don't make myself fucking busy .
with things that i wouldn't enjoy doing.
like fucking hell studying .
deceiving myself with fucking hell lots of lies .
do you think that's lots of time left for you ?. :D
you didn't realise that you have already lived half of your fucking life .
the final aim of everyone's life would be the same .
no matter you are single , attached , rich , poor , ugly or pleasant-looking .
is to be enjoying your life .
follow our hearts .
not what's around you .
please .
FUCK
you must be the silliest .
i want to see how bad you look when everything changes .
my grandaunt pass away partly because my granduncle smokes .
and she's taking in second hand smoke.
accounts for the lung infection
i'm afraid my grandma would suffer that too .
D:
my grandpa smokes .
CCB .
that's why i hate living there .
fucking hell cough and looking like i smoke when i don't
i rather smoke .
i guess if the man of the house wants to smoke ,
his wife should follow suit .
what for die for nothing .and get killed by diseases for fucking nothing .
THESE TWO MEN DON'T GIVE NO FUCK THOUGHT FOR THEIR WIVES .
GO BE A FUCKING EUNUCH .
KNN.
THIS IS NO WAY TO TREAT GRANDMA .
i would have to force myself to accept the reality .
since she just doesn't want to contribute to what we would have .
what can i do ?
fucking destroy myself ?
gain sympathy ?
go on my knees and beg her ?
I REALLY WANT ...........
A LONG LIST .............
OF THINGS .
on a lighter note , i would be having a sony DSLR by this month .
more allowance .
no fucking tests this week .
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
why did this feeeling fucking haunting me again .
i suddenly recalled someething .
secondary school times .
i would buy many packets of rabbit sweets for her .
as she said she likes .
and some time later .
news reports said that rabbit sweets are affected by the poisonous china milk .
D:
and i believe she ate fucking hell loads of them .
D:
but it's okay .
i ate almost the same amount of them .
:)
i want lots of you in me .
more of you less of me .
you want more you in you and less of me .
HAHAA .
we are two different colours with totally different contrast .
and black could never blend with any colours to be white .
I COULD ONLY GO HONGGAN AT THIS POINT OF TIME .
FUCK MYSELF .
HAHA .