what ever

2010-07-15T21:27:00.002+08:00

Baby, you don't how cute you are to me, you ain't me, you would never know.

It's a barren run i'm in.
Running to you, only to pick myself up from the ground.
Giving my time to you, only to waste it.
Picking you up and placing you down.
Others'd never know how much it takes.
A strong heart .

2010-07-01T23:51:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SHAREENA.

thanks for being there , always.
i'm sure there'll only be more good years to come.
Legal legal legal.
More late night parties and all.
happysecondjulytwozeroonezero.

2010-06-15T02:03:00.003+08:00

I'm more than willing have my life fucked up , for i once had you.

Thanks A.
I want to acomplish every little thing ,
with you , not simply for you .

2010-06-14T02:59:00.002+08:00

Don't leave behind no traces of memories , if you had known you'd leave me.

A week of the break's officially over.
I could say i didn't waste a second of it .
I'm satisfied , very much so.
So it's Father's day next week ,
and dad's gonna be at Shanghai.
Wonder how's he coping.
I'm sure he'll be good.
World cup had kicked in ,
lost interest in soccer , i meant watching it .

2010-06-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

I'd wished for one more night with my only you .

I can't guarantee you a miracle .
But i'll be round the corner .

2010-06-07T19:32:00.004+08:00

Lost by choice .

Term break !
Cooped up at home since i awoke.
Eric and co. should be coming over for Mahjong !
Hongwen fucking passed me the Flu virus when
we went to queensway yesterday .
Fucku bitch.

2010-06-06T04:39:00.003+08:00

Wonderboy .

Hai .
Haven't been posting recent days .
Yes , term break's here heee.
All the way to the last week of june .
Who's free to catch up , who !
Lotsa updates during the last few days .
Zul's pre-enlistment chill sessions and more .
Acoustic session with Koonhow and Barry yesterday .
We recorded Creep , High and dry and Remembering Sunday .
And i think only Creep was up to scratch .
Disaster voice .
Mahjong few hours back .
Queensway tomorrow afternoon .

2010-05-31T21:50:00.002+08:00

I wish you didn't knew my existence , but who begged to differ .

Maths was a disaster ,
my mind went blank the moment i
stepped into the fucking room .
Well , there's three more papers to go .
Hope it's easy .
heh

2010-05-31T01:36:00.002+08:00

Last days of summer .

On the sly , i'd hate to take note
of every single detail of your life .
It's high time to redeem myself from
this stick stickly bottomless pit .
i bothered loving you .
and there's nothing i'd do
with a heart so willing .
love me back .

2010-05-30T02:37:00.002+08:00

If we ever meet again .

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

2010-05-30T02:27:00.002+08:00

Just , don't break down .

You deserve so much more .
Every single detail in life seems to be
nothing more than a nightmare .
Sweet love , valentine .

2010-05-28T01:03:00.002+08:00

The past should stay dead.

Last day of school was average .
Met koonhow , sanchez and Ysl at compass for lunch .
Caught Shrek at Cathay as soon as we got to town .
An impromptu decision to jam at Pomo .
A hour and a half slot available , to our astonishment .
I miss jamming with TheLastAvenue for our gigs.
And now the bassist is gone and probably two more of them
are gonna abandon us .
I had a good-throat day !
Managed to hit the high for Jamie all over !
Happyy only.
We had an awesome time in the studio .
Played around with songs from Mayday parade ,
Blink182 , all time low .
We even tried hot' n cold .
ahh i miss being on stage ,
not for teachers' day though.
Hahahhaa nostalgic .

2010-05-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

This just showed how useless i am.

2010-05-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

Sadcore.

Sweet#hart .
I look up for the stars in the skies every single night.

2010-05-26T01:43:00.002+08:00

Superficial.

Life's been slapping me .
Slammed me onto the ground ,
leaving me on my fucking knees.
You , you don't know how much you meant.
Make a wild guess ,
It'll definitely take the wildest of imagination
to picture the answer.

2010-05-26T01:39:00.002+08:00

It is what it is . it always is , ian.

Face it , i'm just undeserving .
Look at me .
All wasted and scattered all over the ground.
I know you won't waste another glance , begone.

2010-05-25T21:10:00.002+08:00

Am i sleeping with my eyes wide.

dear pebble , look at the vast seas.
what do you have in compare with the sharks and dolphins.

2010-05-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

This flame breeds disbelief.

Ah tuesdays , lovehate.
Tutorial started at ten .
Shouldn't have gone .
Had break from eleven to four .
FMFL much .
Thank god i had the guys for accompany .
I'm gonna bring my laptop to school every tuesday
when next semester kicks in .
Yeh awesome day.

2010-05-24T16:59:00.003+08:00

Kill You Dead.

It's a StayHomeMonday .
Uhahah love it .
Oh i'm not gonna look forward to the weekends this time .
Cause it simply means that the term tests are making their way here.
I've got netfund , dfund , e.device and Maths !
Zoo-Oh-My-Fucking-God.
Dad's leaving singapore for Shanghai in a week's time .
And he's gonna be back only in five months' time.
But Momzy and i would be making a trip there in september .
Free tickets ! Why not.
Four two-way tickets to Shanghai.
Dad's company's providing him with a full time maid and a chauffeur.
Kickass.
Can't wait for september .
Gonna smuggle lotsa goods back.
Hehhh.

2010-05-23T14:51:00.001+08:00

I'm okay , nothing good has happened yet.

If only i pulled you back.
Tell you i've all the time in the world for you .

2010-05-22T17:12:00.006+08:00

We are the ocean .

2010-05-22T14:11:00.002+08:00

Oh happy birthday pac-man .

i'm bored .
I'd gone to town if it wasn't for the bodyaches .
Woke up feeling really dizzy.
what's wrong .

2010-05-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hippie pork chop.

I need to shop .
Just troubled grandma to alter my Dr.demin.
Wonder how it'd look .
Oh , talking about Wonderland.
Someone mentioned in twitter that some
homicide actually occured at Ion.
Some staff from Wonderland actually stabbed
a staff from N.U.M for airing Justin Bieber's songs
at his shop !
HAHAHA epic .
Could you imagine picturing a homicide in the middle of
repetitions of 'Baby baby baby ' .
heh kewl.
Okay i'm gonna book my Btt tomorrow afternoon .
And soccer afterwards.
Weekends are gonna rock .

2010-05-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

Famous friends and fashion drunks .

So i dream of throwing up every night .
Brand new me , same shitty you .

2010-05-20T21:07:00.003+08:00

When the sun sleeps , drop me a kiss .

Ahh it's friday tomorrow !
Awesomeawesomeawesome .
Having a horrible headache now .
hmm butterfac tomorrow night ?
Let's hope that the guys are on.

2010-05-20T00:53:00.001+08:00

Quit that pack of twenty for good someday.

No other could wait for a lover to embrace, boy
When there's no more room for love,
You'll sail her off to the shores

2010-05-18T21:31:00.003+08:00

Try being in excess to someone dear to you .

Remember: not to love someone who doesn't give
a shit about yourself again .

2010-05-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Princess .

2010-05-17T22:28:00.002+08:00

Getting kinda sick of it , but i just can't stop .

It's the 'fuck everything, dying to die' season again .
How did you fuck everything up ,
leaving me helpless .
And it seems like nothing'd ever happened on your side .
Maybe that's how a gamemaster should feel .
player .

2010-05-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

I'm all alone .

Hate the atmosphere at home ,
when i'm alone .
Dad and mom doesn't return only till eleven ,
almost every single night .
I know i'm eighteen .
But i'm not an orphan .
Can't stand the fats .
Sit-ups , jumping-Js and push-ups.
It's enough to kill .
I hate tuesdays .

2010-05-17T12:24:00.002+08:00

Did you find the one in me .

this is how i lost more than i had ever won
and honestly i ended up with none

2010-05-16T23:32:00.001+08:00

Hearshot kid disaster.

2010-05-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

They might say hi and i might say hey .

Oh the weekends' are over just like that !
Uh i've nothing to update .
Sudden urge to pool .
Haven't been visiting Hougang plaza for ages .
Busy stoning i guess. heh

2010-05-15T14:46:00.000+08:00

!!! hayleyyyyy

2010-05-15T14:42:00.001+08:00

Marry me , one of ya'll .

2010-05-15T14:06:00.002+08:00

Nothing on you .

Best took me out for a treat last night .
Pasta mania !
Cost her a bomb , i think .
She ordered a spread !
Met dexin after he knocked off and to hougang green .
Met the guys to chill .
Heading to Desmond's Bbq later in the evening .

2010-05-14T02:49:00.001+08:00

Je vous aime beaucoup ♥

Ca va ?

2010-05-14T02:43:00.002+08:00

*Punches fist in the air.

Meeting best tomorrow evening !
Missed her to the core.
Guess she'll look something like the cat in Alice in Wond'land. Heh
Okay just finished streaming Ironman2 minutes back .
Not fantastic ,really . Ipman2 was much more awesome .
See you , MEOWW.

2010-05-13T22:04:00.003+08:00

I miss smiling , not virtually .

How to spot a useless , ugly , fat and stupid

boy in singapore ?
Ian Stonecore .

2010-05-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

You're hard to find , hard to lose , impossible to ignore.

Kills me to think , of us .
Upsets me to realize what's left of us on this point of time .
Pains me to use the word ' us ' .

2010-05-12T22:32:00.003+08:00

Cheers to love , A .

Kenneth Goh SXE said, Ian StoneCore '' Finding that one thing you really care about. That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. And when you find her, you fight for her. You risk it all, you put her in front of everything, your life, all of it. Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze. That's what moral fiber's all about. ''

2010-05-12T22:00:00.001+08:00

Perhaps i'd place too much consideration into strangers .

2010-05-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

When will you ever place me at the highest priority .

2010-05-12T21:48:00.001+08:00

I need a mask like spidey's . I fucking ugly ugh

2010-05-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

For each remembered name .

Ugh awful headache since seven in the morning .
Lack of rest it must be .
I can't wait till the weekends !
Packed with activities (Y)
I realize i have yet to actually study on weekends .
Badd really bad .
Need an early night .

2010-05-12T01:45:00.002+08:00

It ain't gonna suck itself .

My brain was stucked .
We tried so hard to cover our tracks .
At least it's always best to live and love ,
than to not love at all.

2010-05-12T01:28:00.002+08:00

G.I.R.L.F.R.I.E.N.D

Hahahhaha scandal scandal scandal.
uh school was draining today !
Two quizzes which i guess i'd flunk either one of them .
I had to go through the long breaks alone !
Four out of eight of them are absent from school.
Fuckers , left me alone .
Lunched with zhengyi, weii yeh and huijie at design .
And i hate my new fucking head.
So curly now . ugh
Zzz okay gonna crash into my bed ,
school starts at eight in the morning .knn

2010-05-10T22:45:00.001+08:00

Searching , seeking , reaching , always .

I'm inferior .
Not wanted nor needed .
What's my worth.

2010-05-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

We are the reasons.

I trimmed my disaster head this afternoon .
Like finally , i could make my way through the crowd clearly .
Heh .
Thirty fucking bucks .
Okay met the NYP people after the haircut .
Kenneth , liz , junxun and hongwen .!
Bumped into Anan .
Fuck , he said i looked like i didn't trim my hair at all .
Ahahaha , he's already awaiting enlistment .
Whoa .
Crashed Wilson's crib hours back to aid him in his
communicative skills .
HAHAH and i've got two quizzes tomorrow .
Okay red bull , please work your magic a'ight .

2010-05-10T01:52:00.002+08:00

Perhaps up till now , i hadn't tried having a complete heart .

Best day since a couple of weeks back .
Hearing from you , could prove to be the most effective
drug against insomnia.
I just need a little of these , a heavier dosage please .

2010-05-10T01:36:00.003+08:00

No matter how soft the song gets , having you and your heart here would surely suffice .

so baby don't you say.
that I'm not with you now.
I think about you all the time.

2010-05-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

ManU lost the title ):

Chatted with Ashash minutes back .
She's always youtubing .
'Just wanna tell you that i miss you '
and I really do .

2010-05-09T23:21:00.003+08:00

The alarming sound of a still small voice .

Ohh Harpy momzys' day people !
I sent mom this text which she replied
'thanks for being my son' .
Whoa . How could she thank me for being a disaster for her .
I love you Mom , best that ianleong could ever get .
I'm really sorry i couldn't that smartest kid in class ,
that one boy who could appear on Tv shows ,
or one who could bring money home instead .

Ahh . With a down tone , it's monday tomorrow .

2010-05-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

Kaya Scodelario

Effyyy

2010-05-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

Tell me princess when did you last let your heart decide .

CCN day tomorrow .
Classes are gonna end early .
Gonna stay till one to collect my guitar (pangdudu) back .
Gonna catch IP Man 2 after that !
Miss catching movies .
Hehhh .

2010-05-06T17:08:00.002+08:00

Your fireproof heart was never wasted .

You never know i was behind every single action .
Wanting to be needed .

2010-05-06T00:20:00.002+08:00

Love is letting go of fear .

If i could have thee , again .

2010-05-06T00:17:00.002+08:00

You. You. left me dying.

No matter how the world treats you .
I'll be there if you want me .
All the thick and thins , though not much .
Find me at the frontline tonight .

2010-05-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars .

Badly fucked up wednesday i had .
Woke up late for the 8am lesson .
Glad that the bitchy tutor hasn't marked the attendance yet .
Okay halfay through the class ,
My left eye got dry and soon it was as red as an apple .
Went home after the lesson ended .
Took a Mc ,
and many horrendous incidents happened at Sengkang .
:(

2010-05-05T00:43:00.002+08:00

Anger , fear and criticism . The few irony of love .

Uhh shall head to bed soon .
School starts at 8am.

2010-05-05T00:39:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY BEST FRIEND .

oi oi oi i want you to see how chubby i've got

after almost a whole frikkin' month.
See you soooon !

2010-05-05T00:10:00.001+08:00

Fifth May , things might get on track from now onwards .

Yeah, I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partying, the smashin' and crashin'
And all the glips and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

Via B.O.B feat hayley williams - Airplane

2010-05-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

Dinosaurrrrrrrr vrooooom .

Looking forward to the weekends .
Can't wait to party .
I die die want happy hour at Serangoon Gardens.
Who's with me !
Hehh.
I need shisha as well .
:( My head's spinning.

2010-05-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

She whispered ' In a great romance , each person plays a part the other really likes .'

2010-05-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

Love me and the world is mine .

2010-05-03T14:53:00.002+08:00

I've been disqualified right from the start .

It was a self declared holiday for me as well .
Two lectures and i was late for one of them .
Slothed at home instead .
What a bummer .
I'm too lazy to make my way out for lunch .
Ahh .

2010-05-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

Every single soul out there knows.

You know , i could use some random pleasant surprises now .
Okay i did had a few minor ones minutes back .
Stop being greedy ! heh
I'm glad school actually kicks off at 12 in the afternoon every monday .
Times that i'm thinking too much , i can't sleep on a Sunday .

2010-05-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

It is not night when i do see your face .

Weekend was all stone and stuffs .

Soccer yesterday despite the ankle injury.
Doc asked me to steer away from sports for a week.
Swam hours back .
Nothing but fun .
Caught Chelsea and liverpool's game with the guys .
And yes , it's monday tomorrow .
How fast could a weekend breeze !
Ayeee , let's look forward to schooll !

2010-05-02T01:15:00.001+08:00

I want the lies , the way they are.

2010-04-30T02:18:00.002+08:00

Your absence diminishes my love more , and more.

The simple lack of her is more to me than others' presence .

2010-04-30T02:04:00.002+08:00

Back to where we started losing who we were .

Twisted my ankle yesterday evening .
And i conveniently took a Mc to cover for today's lessons
and tomorrow's .
Which means no AW talk for me .
Suck shit course manager .
Heh
Meeting the guys tomorrow at town i guess .
I'm craving for shisha and Mussel guys .

2010-04-26T20:27:00.002+08:00

"I know you're lonely, I think you need someone to want you. Well, I do want you. So, be brave, and want me back." - Emily Fitch

Recent days , i've been way too spaced out .
And nearly no one to spill it out .

2010-04-25T04:19:00.002+08:00

Lifted from the silence .

Back from Shaoliang's 18th .
Happybirthday bitch , you'd better read this .
It was horrendous knowing you , but in an awesome way .
Hehh , all those insane acts in school and out .
I'm sure we've got lots of them in store .

The guys had mussel guys at Vivo .
Resorts world was canceled in the end .
Walked pass White dog cafe .
And i recalled how me and chienwan was shivering in there .
Hahahaha !
Lan-ed with the guys at Parklane .
Home on N6 at two .
Soccer at three in the afternoon later on.
CIAOOS.

2010-04-24T02:10:00.002+08:00

When you left the other morning , where did you hide 'sunshine' .

The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamt I held you in my arms
When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head, and I cried

2010-04-24T02:07:00.000+08:00

You my sunshine , yes you .

2010-04-24T02:00:00.002+08:00

Of everything we've loved and owned.
This is a disaster and I can't get past her

This page's getting dry and boring of some sort .

A perfect shelter mirror of how i've been doing of late .
I've been skipping classes in just the first week .
Where's motivation , you .
Certificates are permanent , boys' ain't .
Isn't that the exact equation in her mind .
Months have lapsed since we last met .
Why has time got to be my biggest threat .

2010-04-24T01:49:00.003+08:00

Live love die

Congratulations Ashley , top in 5 subjects .

Possibly the smartest girl in the hall at speech day hours back !
I know life might not have been a bed of roses

for the recent months and counting .
The big day's just laps away ,
persevere Dear girl .
Chubbybunhun

2010-04-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

Are you my curse or my calling ;

Each time your name appears ,

you won't know how the adrenaline rush kicks in .
And how my heart skips a beat whenever and wherever
you tell me that we'll be meeting up .
But no , nothing of that sort'd relate to reality .
Perhaps you could only be the wildest dream ,
a cab on the other side of the road .

2010-04-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

Without you next to me .

2010-04-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

Heartheartheart break .

Down with a horrible flu on thursday evening .

Hinted me that i won't be going school tomorrow .
Ahh .
Soup restaurant with family hours back , was awesome !
Feast !
Gonna book my Btt tomorrow i guess or movie .

I'm just another source of heartwrench .
:(

2010-04-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

I merely needed you to avail yourself in times i lost myself .

I hope everything just vanishes into thin air

as time goes .
The fact that nothing's happening between us
actually carries some awesome news i guess .
Why am i undergoing such torments ,
when you're shortchanging me all these while .

2010-04-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

You don't know how hard i'm trying .

Day 1 of year 2 ,

not really awesome .
Guess all these long nights are leaving me lethargic .
Gonna buck up and i can't afford to be fooling around no more .
:) Wish me luck .

2010-04-19T02:02:00.000+08:00

Ploppppp .

2010-04-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

We ain't close to anywhere i could dictate .

School's resuming hours later .

Everybody's whining!
Why !
Campus's gonna be awesome and brimming with freshies !
whoa .
Year 2.1 and running .
School starts at 12 pm .
Ouh , just got home from Daryl's concert .
It was Awesomeee!

See you at Tp tomorrow people !

2010-04-17T00:05:00.003+08:00

18 years 5 days .

Tired of blogging .
Actually i'm getting sick of every single episode through these 18 years .
If only life was sequential as it could be .
I'd rather it'd be hell awesome or down right horrible .
Theses ups and downs are asking too much of me .
Okay , having hangovers of Live till april i guess .
Shisha today .
School's resuming in 3 days and counting .
Looking forward to it !
Year 2 semester 1 !
(Y) you'd better be awesome

2010-04-15T21:23:00.002+08:00

Legal , Barely there.

Eighteenth was awesome .
NSRCC was cool too .
Excluding the food and being so far away from the city .
Had a five day four night stay .
Thanks for all the well wishes and hearts you guys've inserted .
And to Best and Bowl !
Thanks for the wishes at the first minute of twelfth of April .
♥ .

okay i hope i would have a whole new perspective of Life as an eighteen year old .

2010-04-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

Legal 18th in 2 days' time .

2010-04-06T02:13:00.002+08:00

What i do and what i dream include you , as the wine must taste of its own grapes.

2010-04-06T01:29:00.001+08:00

Love 'em , since 2006 .

2010-04-06T01:23:00.003+08:00

Life is the flower for which love is the honey .

Where art thou , hon .

Whereee .
Heading to Kallang cage with junkai tomorrow afternoon .
So fucking stoked for chalet this weekend !
Suphon swore that he would get me drunk no matter what .
Hehh try me !
Okay best friends , nicotine , booze and glorious food .
5 more days .

2010-04-04T18:07:00.002+08:00

Don't leave me high , don't leave me high .

Zaet's and Koonhow's 18th yesterday night .
We spent the first three hours at Indochine ,
catching the big match with awesome dinner and chilled pints of beer .
Headed to heeren to stone afterwards .
Had some arguments on whether we should be
catching a movie or Lan games .
So we decided to Lan,
there were no more movies.
Went home at 4 .

2010-04-02T16:21:00.003+08:00

This hunger is my curse or my calling .

Lester's 18th yesterday was awesome .

The food was glorious but the Bbq was a different story .
Hahaha
Yinxian came so late that i couldn't get to see him .
Haven't seen him for ages .
Table tennis after chalet .
Oh , i got my supps' results released yesterday.
Bad , but at least i'm still staying in Tp .
Okay off to birthday dinner later on .

2010-03-29T15:38:00.002+08:00

Memories of nostalgic applause will haunt me , so let it go.

2010-03-29T04:02:00.002+08:00

So we should never sing of love, if it does not exist .

In eh semi-drunken state now .

Drank with the guys hours back at my crib .
Half a bottle , made me all hot and dizzy already!
WEAKKKK .
Best was jogging and came over for a short while ,
and we strolled to Rivervale plaza for shaker fries just an hour back .
Awesome time meeting up with her .
Wanted to change into my sports shoes and jog with her at 3.30 am ,
Sorry besttt .
Okay today was awesome ,
Got to catch up with the guys , soccer , drink and Bestt !
Okay i'll go catch some sleep and meet the guys for a swim tomorrow .
Goodnight world \m/

2010-03-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

I always , scream your name .

2010-03-28T15:53:00.003+08:00

Mission in motionnnn (L)

Took an individual shot with every member of City escape and MIM .

Got MIM's autographs on their's Cd cover .
I look like a total fanboy in all the pictures HAHA
And they had such an awesome set ,
so good they blew me away .
Weekend was awesome for a second try .

2010-03-27T02:01:00.001+08:00

The only thing that matter now , you being able to see me when i'm invisible .

2010-03-27T01:53:00.001+08:00

Don't make decisions when you're angry. Don't make promises when you're happy.

2010-03-27T01:42:00.003+08:00

Sweet , thrilling how to train your dragon .

Caught it with the guys at Marina Square after Just Acia .

Dinner with awesome company .
Okay we stole dolls from Prize stage .
Hahaha .
KIDS , i tell you , we never ever will grow up .
The film was awesome !
Catch it !
Okay match tomorrow .

2010-03-26T02:24:00.001+08:00

Sweetest downfall.